Sunday, September 8, 2013

Last Night



Last night was not good for us.. We fought..Argued. . He felt that he is not able to keep me happy...

Afternoon 2 pm. (IST) It was Saturday, so NO office..

"Good Morning Sweetheart.."His message appeared.. I was busy, I saw dat after half an hour..

"Good morning"I replied back

"What are you doing..?"He asked.

"I am out with Nirav.. in Shopping mall.. He wanted me to help in shopping.."I said

"Ohk.. And wat about your lunch..?"He asked

"We did in my favrt Resto.. And guess what we are going to sea face from here.."I was damn excited.. After many days I was enjoying my day..

"You didnt told me yesterday that you are going out with him..?"He told.. I was bit confused..

"Even I didnt knew.. He messaged me in morning.."I said... My late replies made him irritated..

"You look busy have fun.. Ping me when you are free .. Take Care.."I didnt understood anything..He never reacted like this before..

I tried to ask him but he didnt replied.. I am really bad when it comes to patience.. So I messaged him.."You know what it really hurts when you dont reply me.."

After few mins I got his reply.."You know what sweetheart.. It really hurts when you are going somewhere without informing me.. As soon as I wake up in the morning you are the first person I think about.. I take my cell to see your last seen ( On Whats App ).. I promise I wont stop you from going anywhere but at least have some courtesy to inform me... I hope you are getting what you mean to me.."I felt bad.. This was happening for the first time..

We didnt talked for whole day... Night I got his message,"I am sorry for my behavior.."

.."No please dont be.. Will you please explain me wats going on..??"I asked him

"Its not like that I want to bind you with my love.. But for the first time I felt *Jealous* today.. I felt insecure.. I guess I need to change my mind.."He said

"Jealous..?? But why..??"I was shocked

"I felt like I am not able to keep you happy and some one will steal you from me.."He had tears in his eyes..

Now I realized my mistake.."I am sorry sweetheart.. I didnt thought about you.."

"No, Its nothing like that.. You are free to go anywhere.. I am sorry I shouted on you.. My every word killed me when I realized wat I said.. I am really sorry babu.."Tear rolled down on my cheek.. I was not hurt.. I realized how much he loves me..

"No one can steal me sweetheart.. Dont feel insecure I am yours forever.."We both smiled..

.. I realized what he must be feeling.. Days were not going good for us.. Regret in his heart for leaving me alone here made him Insecure.. And when he saw me happy with some one else he felt jealous.. Of course it was natural.. I kept myself in his place and felt Yes I was wrong.. !

..When a guy is jealous or insecure we feel that they want to bind us.. We feel that he is imposing restrictions on us.. But thats not true.. He is afraid of losing you.. He cares for you and so he tries to be protective.. Whenever you feel like he is wrong.. Try to keep your self in his shoes.. Than you will realize that they are not always wrong.. When we girls cant bear any other girl coming close to him.. So how can they..?? Girls never give a chance to your partner that he feels like he is in competition with other guy.. It hurts them a lot..If he is jealous it means he dont want to lose you..

Never misunderstand feeling of a Guy.. Because Jealousy is a sign of True Love too..

-Adi

Best Feelings



One of the best feelings in the world is loneliness. Sitting in the light by yourself in the wee hours of the
night gently crying. Nobody knows what's going on with you. How could anybody realize what's
happening? Everybody you know is resting peacefully in their bed awaiting the new day tomorrow. But
for you, this night can make the huge difference because whole day you were so busy in relations that
you cnt took out time for yourself,from sunsire to sunset you are soo occupied with
responsiblities,and this lonliness is the best time so I can be myself,to find out who actually I am,. This
lonliness can make me fall in love with myself...yeah some good music can light up the mind to.....that
make me remind of my fav. Kishore kumar's song "phir wahi raat hai....raat hai khwab ki"

One day you will miss me



I hope one day you will miss all my mssgs nd txt i giv u evry moment. .
U will miss hw I used to wry abt u evrytime. .
U will miss my annoyingness. .nd the way I cared abt u. .
U will miss the way I get worried wen u r nt well. .
U will miss watevr relation we shared. .nd the closeness of our relation. .
One day wen I'm gone, u'll miss hw actually had smone tat badly wanted u. .
nd when I'm not thr nymore. .U will miss me. .
Maybe I am nt a valued person in ur life today. .tonight. .bt tomorrow will be my day. .
One day wen I'm gone, u'll miss the place tht I gave u in my heart. .
No matter u get irritated by my mssgs nd texts today. .tmmrw u will get irritated wen u dnt get my mssgs nd texts nymore. .
Today I miss u nd mssg u like an idiot bt one day u will miss me nd u dnt even knw whr to mssg. .whom to txt. .
I knw i m nt gud at making places in people's life bt I m really gud at making places in people's heart. .that's what I learned. .dil mein jagah banao zindagi to aati jaati rhti hai. .

-Adi

Someone who can completely turn your world around



Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.” 

― Bob Marley

Learn to Stand Alone



“Do not rely completely on any other human being, however dear. We meet all life's greatest tests alone.” 

-Agnes Macphail 


I have found that the more time I spend alone, the more comfortable I become in my own skin because I can truly get to know myself. This provides me with more patience to accept myself as I am, wherever I am in my journey, on a daily basis. This lesson was something I learned after spending a summer alone in Italy with a family friend. I embarked on the journey, turning off my phone for the first time, well, probably ever. I would be jetting all over America then landing in a country with a family basically unknown to me. It wasn't until two years after I returned that I wished I had spent more time living in the moment while experiencing the greatest adventure of my life. I was not comfortable enough in my own skin to truly be present in the magical moments presenting themselves in a foreign country. My mind stayed distracted as I wondered what people were thinking of me, and what I would post online to my friends back home. At 19 years old, it seemed much more important to capture photos to upload to social media. The Internet was a crutch for me to not feel so alone in an unknown territory. As brave as I was to be completely alone in my adventure, I had a thousand people to “connect” with on my lonely nights! Two years later I realized that I could have filled my days with activities for growth. I now wish I had traveled to nearby cities, spent my days reading in a cafe, tried acupuncture—anything out of the ordinary. The truth was I didn't have the hobbies I have now. The trip did help me grow, but I regret that I could not simply enjoy the moments, instead of wanting thousands of others to see I was enjoying them. I discovered that if I want to be happy, it would be my own doing. Happiness is an interior process and comes without validation from others. This is something that is a lesson to be relearned each day. Spending small moments of time alone—sans phone, tablet, laptop, TV, and radio—allows one to really tune in. We need to ask ourselves things like: What is my body telling me today? How do I feel today? There are all kinds of things we can do to enjoy our alone time, some of them very simple. I enjoy my shower, my yoga practice, and the scenic drive home, all without communication to the exterior world. This helps me to really absorb my practice and just “be.” I find it helpful to journal, old fashion style, with a pen and paper after this little escape. To truly figure out if you are relying on others, ask yourself: What have I done today, only for myself? Do I need to have my cell phone? Or can I stow it away and just be? You may also want to ask yourself: Am I taking a photo so I can remember this occasion, or so others can see how I spent my hour? Am I updating my social media because I want to, or because I need validation through likes and posts to be happy? Lastly, ask: What would happen if I stopped seeking the opinions of others in order to be happy? Would the world still accept me if I spent less time trying to win their approval? The only one keeping you away from your true self is you. Practice spending an hour a day doing something just for you and keep it a secret. Relish in the fact that this activity is just for you. Once you grow fond of spending time alone, you can start to increase the amount of time you spend on your “secret” activities. Eventually, your presence in the moment will grow as you stop seeking approval and recognition from others. I find that when I take a day off and unplug, I emerge fully ready to engage with others with more energy and enjoyment. When your brain stops worrying about what others think of you, what you should have said or done, you can truly listen to your friends and provide feedback and attention. Trust in yourself and feel powerful in the fact you are taking your happiness into your own hands..

-Aditya

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Never Miss a Boy With The Following Qualities




NEVER MISS A BOY WITH THE 
FOLLOWING QUALITIES


» When a Boy says Sorry even though He
didn't do anything..


» When a Boy cries because he still Loves
you or misses you..


» When a Boy still tries to get you Back..


» When a Boy no matter how much you
hurt him still Loves you..


» When a Boy stops his Argument with his
Girl to save his Relationship


»When a Boy continuously makesU feel
special & Tries to make U Happy


» When a Boy is Upset but doesn'ttell you as
He thinks He is annoying you..


» When a Boy wants to Leave you because
of your Rude behaviour,
but He is Not able to do..
Don't Let him Go..


♥ ♥IF YOU LOOSE HIM YOU MAY NEVER FIND SOMEONE LIKE THAT EVER AGAIN ♥ ♥


»» HOPE EVERYONE HAVE THAT GUY IN 
THEIR LIFE WHO POSESS ALL THESE
QUALITIES JUST LOOK AROUND ««


♥ aDi ♥

Never Miss a Girl with the following qualities




NEVER MISS A GIRL WITH THE 
FOLLOWING "QUALITIES” 


»When she walks for miles to see 
»When she says “sorry” even though she didn't do anything wrong.
»When she cries because she still loves and misses you.
»When she still tries to get you back.
»When she no matter how much you have hurt her still loves you.
»When she stops her argument with you to save your relationship.
»When she continuously makes you feel special and tries to make you happy.
»When she is upset but does not tell you as she thinks she is annoying you.
»When she wants to leave you because of your rude behavior but she is not able to do so.



»» HOPE EVERYONE HAVE THAT GIRL IN 
THEIR LIFE WHO POSSES ALL THESE
QUALITIES JUST LOOK AROUND ««



♥ aDi ♥

Truth


                                                 ♥ ♥ TRUE LOVE ♥ ♥


-----------HARD TO FIND -------
--------------BUT -----------
-----------EASY TO LOOSE------


Doing blind faith on the people who only love you fr a moment.. :|
Its better to believe who truly loves and care abt u..coz may be today u love the way the other guy holds your hand just because he want you to be in his life and after u get into his life...he just show his true quality what he truly is...and that is the situation wen u start believing that...the person u lost was the true lover and the person u are with is just a show off :|
True Lovers dont carry looks of prince or princess always...if you try too peep their heart they are PRINCE/PRINCESS by their heart ♥ ♥
All that glitters is not gold..and Boxes that looks cheap from outside are really precious from inside...♥ ♥
There would be less breakups..less hurt in Love if people start understanding this.. :|
Its never too late :| 
Bt no one cares :\


♥ aDi ♥


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(॓_॔)(»◡«)♥╣[-_-]╠♥(♥‿♥)٩͡๏̯͡๏۶[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̲̅]ҳ̸Ҳ̸ҳฌ(•̪●)(¯`◕‿◕´¯)

Someone is there for you..



Don't Cry,♥♥
because someone is falling in love with Your eyes.♥♥


Don't Scream,♥♥
because someone is falling in love with Your voice.♥♥


Don't Frown,♥♥
because someone is falling in love with Your smile.♥♥


Don't Hide,♥♥
Because someone out there is looking for You...♥♥


♥ aDi ♥

I Love only You



I Like Everyone..
But I Love Only one
I Live For Everyone..
But I Breathe For only one
I Talk To Everyone
But I Share everything To only one
I Smile With Everyone..
But Smile Is for only one
I Am For Everyone..
But I Belong To only one
And that'Only One'is only"YOU"
You Are Mine And I Am Yours.... ♥♥


♥ aDi ♥

Best Love best friends



Best friends never propose each other...But they really feel bad when one gets committed to some other.. ♥ ♥


♥ aDi ♥

Person you Love the most




When u r happy u want 2 reach d person u luv most ...
bt when u r sad u want 2 reach d person who luvs u most
nd wat a luck if both the persons r same..♥ ♥


♥ aDi ♥

When you hug me




When you hug me.. 


time stops..


earth stops revolving, 


water stops flowing..


Air stops blowing...


and our hearts beat on rhythm of the love..


and our breath becomes one....


that is a kind of world i want to live in... 


with you..


where nothing else matters..


nothing..... 


just me and you...........


that is what i dream of..


♥ aDi ♥

As Long as I Live



I Won't Promise To Be Yours Forever, B'coz
I Won't Live That Long.
But
Let Me Be Yours For As Long As I Live...♥ ♥


♥ aDi ♥

Power of Kiss




A kiss seals two souls for a moment..
When u kiss , U can taste your partner's soul.. ♥ ♥


♥ aDi ♥

I wish I could



I wish I could have someday sent this text you u rather then just saving it as a draft..


♥ aDi ♥

Love feelings



Love isn't when you can name
a million things you love about the person.
Love is when you can't even find words,
to describe how you feel about them. ♥♥
♥ aDi ♥



Love and Fight and Love




We fight and scold the one..
whom we love the most...
.
.
.
.
And
.
.
.
.
Most interestingly..
we don't let others to do the same to that person. ♥ ♥


♥ aDi ♥

Falling in love with a friend


Falling in love with best friend is such a romantic way of having the best partner in life . . ♥ ♥

♥ aDi ♥


Loving someone..


Loving someone who doesn't love you back is like hugging a cactus...
The tighter you hold on, the more it hurts..
But you never let it go

♥ aDi ♥



I wish some day..


I wish someday you feel the same 
what I feel for you..and some day
all my dreams come true ♥ ♥
Waiting for that moment to come soon...
Waiting for my angel to enter my life.... ♥ ♥

♥ aDi ♥


Accept Me Please



Accept me as I am now....before its too late and I am gone....One day you realize that No-one else cared about you so much....No-one else thought about you so much....and No-one else ever loved you so much...that day you will find me to be your true lover and may be till that time I just move on thinking may be you were right baby everything that I though as my Love was just my infatuation and attraction...♥ ♥
Believe me ,it will hurt me more than you..♥ ♥
Love you ♥ ♥


♥ aDi ♥

A Speechless Message With Deep Feelings






A Speechless Message With Deep Feelings


" Both Are Quiet But Have Hundreds Of Things Running In The Mind.. "


Both Are Missing Each-other Badly But Want The Other One To Initiate The Conversation..


Both Want To Be With Each-other, To Fight, To Argue, To Show Love, But Would Pretend That They Are Fine Without Each-other..


Both Want To Meet Each-other, But Will Not Say Anything And Wait Silently..


They Would Send Each-other Silly Msgs But Would Not Tell That 'Stupid I am Missing U "


This Is Love..
Sometimes We Miss Out On Most Loveable Moments Just Because We Want The Other One To Take The First Step.


Showing Love Might Improve The Situation But Showing Ego Definitely Ruins It.....♥ ♥


♥ aDi ♥

Staying in Love


Staying in love with you even if we can't be together in future, Is like standing in rain.

 We know we are gonna be sick, but still we stand there because it feels GREAT...♥♥

      ♥ aDi ♥

ARASH feat Helena- Broken Angel (Official Video)


ARASH feat Helena- Broken Angel (Official Video)




Really Awesome

Sunday, May 27, 2012

My Feelings




Love is sometimes uneasy thing to do but firm determination towards your partner makes him/her special one within the crowd of thousands and crore ♥ ♥..
Always give ur partner a limitless love and then see what makes you his/her special one....♥ ♥
You are lucky to have him/her beside you...you are lucky that you can show your love...ask to those who just think and wish but never ever get an opportunity to show their intense love for their loved ones...who screams for just one hug...who can wait whole life for just his/her one touch...one feel..one kiss...and still have one question in mind :
When I am going to get all this..?? when I am going to get you.??
And just smile and think maybe I am not lucky enough to get her....may be I have done something wrong to God and now he is taking his revenge....
Just a last wish God wherever she live...she remain happy...if my absence makes her happy then I can die every moment for her to see her happy forever....
People who cry in showers...wet their pillows are called the true lovers....
Baby what I do is all here,
still we can never come near :'((
Can't explain my feelings in words and can't say it how much I Love you
:|

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Connection between you and me





I think there is a connection between you and me from the very first when I met you I came to know that, but was just fearing about my sage feelings that arises for you  Every time with the more power, delight and love I don't know how is it whenever I miss you a lot, don't know from where you just come and makes me feel better
Is that a love connection or what I really don't know....whatever it is I am loving the way it is going...plz be in my life forever even after my death :))

I love you very very much but I am not sure that I might even speak up these words in-front of you ever...Love you sweet heart ♥ ♥


Its better to sacrifice your life for that person who loves you the most than for the person whom you love the most.
We live our life thinking of the person we love but when we are on our last breadth we think of the person who loved us his/her whole life. Why to think at the last why not right frm the day we came to know that he/she loves you.Its better to live with the one who gives you love in their whole life to you than with the person you love.Think it.

Love is sometimes uneasy thing to do but firm determination towards your partner makes him/her special one within the crowd of thousands and crore ♥ ♥..
Always give ur partner a limitless love and then see what makes you his/her special one....♥ ♥

I will not tell the truth...




Baby...I know its madness but I have decided to remain silent and be with you forever than just telling you the truth that I love you and loosing you forever...I fear that maybe one day when you came to know... that you are the one whom I loved... you just leave me alone all by myself...with the unnecessary stuffs of mine...what will I do then..where should I go.. ♥ ♥
I love my painful life because I am mad for you and dnt want to loose you..I wish the very same moment when you leave me....my breath and heartbeat may stop..and till my last breath I just speak your name and yell out Baby I love you. ♥ ♥

I walk this lonely road





I walk in this lonely road with no one besides me....I thought it would be you who will always walk besides me and help me out in my difficult situations but in-spite of helping me u have created the same for me and left me all alone....I love my loneliness and my dark room because there's no one else to love with....♥ ♥

Feelings Feelings Feelings :\\
hate that thing >:(
really most f**k**g activity by the heart :\\
Don't know when and how it arises for someone and ruins my valueless life :\\
Why don't u just get away >:((
lollxx :D I am mad I suppose :D
yeah I am :))

The way u look

The way u look into my eyes I feel that there's something in ur heart for me but unluckily i know that u see towards me coz u want to know wats there in my mind for you...but every time u pretend wrong...I am not like the other guys...wat I just want to say is I love u and will love u always till my last sigh.... ♥ ♥

Look into my eyes


Look into my eyes and feel what i really think for u ....look into my eyes and feel how much I love you ♥ ♥ ...Eyes are the shortest way to see whats there in heart .
Look into my eyes and see whats there in my heart . Don't get surprised if u see yourself into my eyes coz u are the only one who is there in my heart ♥ ♥ . Love you ♥ ♥

Tomorrow

Tomorrow when I wake up I want to see a smile and glimpse on your face...don't cry and feel bad about me..because I have reached heaven ♥ ♥....Our love will not go in vain one day God will also realize and we will once again be together♥ ♥ ....but this time forever ♥ ♥.....Love you... ♥ ♥
Thousand times I write on you wall that ♥ I love you ♥...thousand times I rub it....The 3 letter words which raises my feeling and ruins my life.. :'((

Its time to close my eyes




Its time to close my eyes and see you in my dreams...I wish someday I close my eyes forever so that i can watch you without any boundations .
I always wanted to tell you that I love you but its too late...My dream remained my dream forever..Please don't go from my dreams because thats the only place where I can express my feelings and Love for you. ♥ ♥
Believe me I tried to forget you from the first day I saw you but the more I tried more I fall into love with you..I know I lack some of the requirements for being your partner but my love for you is not false..I know I have few drawbacks which always revolves around me but my love for you i not fake...and believe me my LOVE is enough for both of us to live together forever.... Don't go more far from me anymore ♥ ♥.
Sacrifices creates a better path and relation....I sacrifised now show me the path u stone hearted God... :\\

Fairytales are just a fake happy ending so little kids won't be scared to grow up and fall in love !!!
Movies also have the same concept....at the end everything becomes fine...evryone knows the reality of the world still loves to watch the false romantic movies...the truth is in the ♥ TITANIC ♥ one of my fav. movie of all time...I dont exactly remember the counting's but yes watched that movie more than 24 times...
Another movie which have the reality in it is EK MAIN AUR EK TU . Some of you say this movie is just a time pass..but believe me its not only a time pass..it have a true and a very common story..what ever happened in movie happens in the real life..
Well I know this better ♥ ♥

Love you forever







When you said that we can't be good together then why are you still coming in my mind and stopping my throbbing heart . I know you love me that's why you are still there in my heart and mind all the time...cherish the moments that we spent together and you will find out love in my every words that I said to you...Love you forever ♥ ♥

I am lonely again


Pic created by me... :))

I miss you a lot..





I kept on reading you chat and messages again and again till the time you were not here with me...I never felt that before don't know what is it and why I missed you so much..why I laugh in my dreams thinking about you...why I talk everything that is only concerned with you...why I sit and just lost in your dreams..why is that someone have to pinch me to move ahead...why I think the bad things in your life always come to me and you remain unaware of it...why dear why is that only happening to me..♥ ♥
Baby, my mind is fighting with my heart..the thousands of thoughts in my mind is fighting with the few beautiful believes of my heart ..I am very much confused and don't know what is the real truth..except that I love you.. ♥ ♥

Friday, April 27, 2012

I love you...








I try to distract myself from the thoughts of you that come to my mind and just raise my heartbeat every moment..i am trying to forget you now...I burnt all the remembering that were between us...the photographs and cards that we shared together..I just dumped them all...My mind thinks that I feel relaxed but I know that's only foolishness you live in my heart..your essence flows with my blood...your smile your voice that's the only thing I listen now...can't feel the warmth of your hug in my pillow...can't feel your touch in the fur.. can't feel your lips in the rose petals... ♥
oh..! baby ♥ I tried real hard to forget you but I cant do that...please forgive me on my foolishness..you know I was always stupid and idiot guy for you..the 3 truths that I have never said and told before is that I love you,I love you and I love you..♥ ♥

Love you guyzz..







The day when I close my eyes will be the day when I have got all the experience that God have written in my life for me..that will be the day when I will have beared all the pains and hardships that was decided as a part of my life...that will be the day when there is no more friends chat, reunion,tease...tickling and late night parties...all will come to an end..that will be the day when nothing is more precious then time for me...well that would be my last reunion with you guyz.... everything will be same only I would remain silent (you awl have a complain that I speak a lot now is the day when for the first time in the group I will not speak but uptil then I am going to eat your heads )..I will just lie expressionless in the white coffin and watch you guyz,the crying faces that used to laughs and enjoy fullest at my presence was all looking dumb today...

Well you know guyz you awl were always dumb..khi khi khi :D ♥ ♥

Dnt feel sad guyz its the reality of life...you know not only LOVE sucks.>!! LIFE also sucks a lot ..>!!

Love you awl guyzz ♥ ♥Well you know guyz you awl were always dumb..khi khi khi :D ♥ ♥Dnt feel sad guyz its the reality of life...you know not only LOVE sucks.>!! LIFE also sucks a lot ..>!!Love you awl guyzz ♥ ♥

Sunday, August 21, 2011

I never wanted to Love..!!


I came to this world thought that I will love no one but when i saw my parents i started loving them then i saw my bro n sissy i loved them too and thought they are going to be last one whom i love but i went to the school and started loving my friends thought i will now love no one else but slowly i grown up and admitted to college  there i found lot more friends unfortunately loved them too..One day i saw a girl in my college she was different i wanted to keep my eyes away frm her but cant do it...that day i havent slept whole night i jst thought and thought who was she where she came from why she looks so different next day i went to college again  while i was having fun with my friends i saw her again she passed beside me i felt something dont know what that was but it was awesome..everyone was gazing over her i didnt liked that..From that day i jst wanted to knw her from that day i left everything jst wanted to knw abt her...i became so confused what is it what had happened to me...my friends missed my company a lot i just walked alone always thinking about her...i was most entertaining one in my group but i turned into the serious guy..what is it what had happened to me :(
I never had this kind of feeling is this Love again what was that i started day dreaming about you..
you never gone out from my mind not even when i slept...i saw you in my dreams there....
I am sure that this was again my love i felt too ashamed i again loved someone :((
I am not so successful in my life I havent got her in my life..It was vry difficult for me to forget abt her but i still stepped forward to forget her...It was never so easy to do that but i kept 
everything within myself havent shared it with anyone..
I feel too sad because i am again fallen in which i used to ignore from my childhood but i am quite sure now that was my last love and i will never gonna fall in it again..when we fall in it..it gives 
beautiful feeling but hurts a lot..Why this heart is made,it arise our feeling it weakens us it plays with our emotions...
I know i cant get u whole my life but never think there's no one besides you..
Love u today,tomorrow ever forever :)

Friday, February 4, 2011

Lonely...

Years passed months come,Months passed days come,Days passed hours come but i am still working alone in this love project....!!!

Sacrifice for you...

I can sacrifice my every happiness I get for you,I can sacrifice my every success I get for you,I can sacrifice my every heartbeat for you,I can sacrifice my every breath for you,I can sacrifice my every sigh for you,I can sacrifice my every blinks of my eyes for you,I can sacrifice my every smile for you infact I can sacrifice my every life I get for you....this is all that I can do for you because I love you....

Love Signal....

I tried to give you every possible signals that I love you a lot but u not even understood a single one,I tried to talk you in personal but you was not alone even for a single moment,I tried to tell you the truth but you have not listened me even for a single moment.....then I tried to forget you but you were not out of my mind even for a single moment...!!